dark paradise

Dear Stanger,

Seeing as we do not know eachother I’ll tell you a little bit about me. First off, I’m bisexual. Thought I’d get that out of the way. I have a girlfriend and I love her. Alot of people say I’m an “old soul.” I’m much more mature than alot of my classmates, sorry if that sounds arrogant but it’s the truth. I grew up alot this year, went through alot of shit. I’m not into partying and drinkking and drugs. I’ll say partying for later years, when I’m actually legal and can’t get in trouble. For now whats the point? I’m not very popular, the only reason my name was spread around school was because I like girls. BIG SHIT. I have a close knit group of friends who I would give my life for. They’re all I need honestly. I don’t need to talk to a bunch of people and pretend to be friends with them. I’m incredibly passionate towards music. I can play drums and I’m in the process of learning guitar. I’ll never be in a band or anything its just fun. I listen to music everyday all day. Paramore is my favorite band. In a couple weeks I’ll be seeing them for the 5th in 2 years. Thats basically all you need to know stranger.

was epic. pictures already on facebook but ill post ‘em here later.

Dear Dreams,

I never quite understand you. People say that dreams are premontions, things that are going to happen. I highly doubt that. I doubt that anytime in the future I’ll be sleeping in Paramore’s tour bus with them or partying with Kat Prescott. I think you’re just things I wish could happen. Well you obviously are. I enjoy you though. If I have a shitty day I look forward to going to bed to see if my dreams will be entertaining. I just wish I could remember you half the time. I had really good ones last night but I can barely remember them. Well thanks for the entertainment dreams, keep it up.

i’m about to go to the pool it starts storming.